Monday, November 15, 2010


conflagration

I let the spray of cold water from the shower to relax my pounding head.. I sat down and held my head between my knees.. I felt weak.. nothing felt good__the shower flowed on,and there under the showeri poured mugfuls of water down my hair…lukewarm tears flowed down..and even under the shower..i felt their presence,their flow,their warmth…. I closed the tapsand brushed my drenched hair with the wooly towel…. In the crispy,warm clothes and wet hair,I stepped out of the cold bathroom…. I felt giddy and rushed over and bent over the kitchen sink__my stomach churned,but nothing exploded out of my mouth..__the smell of bile that rose from the burps made me dizzy………….

I closed my eyes..wishing to crush my eyeballs____and pressed my temples against the wall… I pressed hard until,beneath my skin,the blood capillaries had burst open…… I clutched my feet,desiring to bang them away___i felt miserable

My veins seemed to be drugged,as I dragged my loathing body __to the bedroom… I pulled aside my bed cover and layon the bare bed,…..yes,I’m depressed………..

And all this afternoon,I’ve done so….

-swasTIKA


4 comments:

  1. excellent post...straight frm heart...

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  2. Start writing short stories.. You have improved your narrative skills... hone it up..

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  3. I wrote few when i was small...small refers to when i was in class9....but my teachers keep saying that i write very depressing ones..so i stopped writing........in fact,the ones i wrote earlier,were actually good ones...and i've lost them... :(

    writing stories does consume such more time...n patience is something i can't afford ;)

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